::i was reading this magazine just now as u all know la magazine normally at this horoscope thingy so just take a look at my horoscope. It say "keep knocking the door to find your answer even if you can't find the ans at least you got the exact information that allow you to decide what you want to do next ". It sound so true but i think i no need to knock the door to know the ans or the exact information coz i know the ans i will be getting.::

.:edward blogged on 4:47 PM:.
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::I suddenly find her very scary, real scary ...i also don't know why just got this feeling. I was really looking forward for her to come down on christmas eve and she did call me on my hp about it that night and i was so happy about it as there's a high percentage that she will come down but in the end she choose to go black haiz.....::

.:edward blogged on 11:41 PM:.
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::Dear Santas ,

It Christmas again, this year i had only one wish compare to other years. This year i seriously hope that she had dinner with me on Christmas night or rather another day of the year but i don't habour any hope on it but i really wish it will come true, just once and i will be delighted

Your truthfully,

Sze Wei::

.:edward blogged on 11:15 PM:.
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::i really fucking disappointed with ya ...... Do you know how i feel !!! I might look generous outside as if nothing happen but it really hurt inside. ARRGGGGG....i thinking of going club, get myself drunk, dance as if there no tomorrow to bury all my sorrow at least for a night::

.:edward blogged on 12:26 AM:.
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