::"HEY SZE WEI WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE YOU SHOULD BE STUDYING EXAM IS THIS COMING THURSDAY TOU MOTHER-FUCKER GET YOUR ASS OFF AND GO STUDY RIGHT NOW YOU DON WANA GET SACK YOU BETTER STUDY NOW"::

.:edward blogged on 12:42 AM:.

::haiz....seem the troubles i facing nw Oopsss...sld be from last time until nw still can't find a solution to it how i going to solve it haiz.....

I need another job...the job now i currently in can't balance my expenses ...i need another job to balance it !!!!!::

.:edward blogged on 12:37 AM:.

::here i am watching arsenal vs tottenham arsenal can get the title today ....
just come back from chijmes ....newcastle won !!!!! hehe....damn tired these few days ..went jase 4 at city hall but i reach 4.30pm hehe...went to walk round raffles city and suntec buy sushi to go chijmes eat stay ..irwan,chris and seng kee came later sit down there from 6.30 to 11pm.......::

.:edward blogged on 12:33 AM:.
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::friday...

died sia ....A maths recoursewrok i got "0"haiz...probably will kana sack from school as promise by the director people who don like me can celebrate

Sat...
Juz come back from chijmes meet chris at 9pm then walk round careffour buy sushi then go chijmes watch soccer..
okie u damn tired le update the next day ::

.:edward blogged on 12:49 AM:.
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::Today went to school like a walking zombie coz last night 5am then sleep ...didn't do much in BIS class and OS class hey..i got A+ for my recoursework and my "rival" shank also got an A+ . And i going to win him this coming exam that time test only serve as a warning to him now the real war going to begin haha....

Went to Sakae Sushi in Heeren today after class actually don wana go 1 feel fucking sleepy and tired and also no money but chris keep persuading me to go so bo bian go lor and also in the end call Unagi Bento which the total bill for my meal which include drink i believe is around $13 and i bring $14 and the remaining $1 will be my lunch for the next 2 days knn haiz..$$$ fly away liao . After eating walk round hereen take a stroll down the street to Far East take bus go home ....

Haiz..where to find money friday going boat quay to meet my "alliance" gang and talk cock over there haha....i remember the "chairperson" is Isham then the "vice-chairperson" is Yassin then me as their "consultant" haha..........
Then Sat going chijmes to watch soccer haiz....$$$ fly again haiz.....
Trying to save up $ for my cambodia trip end of the month $1200 u know where to get now can't even save 0.01% of $1200 haiz........

Yesterday

Can't remember what i did in school but remember i meet chiang wei 7.30pm at orchard mrt but i come at 8pm haha...must like superstar mah come late late ..walk round far east to find present for chris find that far east has lost appealing to me don know why leh so went to hereen 77 street to buy a shirt for him .Then went to HMV to find CD WHEN IS KEANE CD GOING TO COME OUT ??????? WAITING FOR SO LONG !!!!!. Went to Borders relax read magazine there"that what i normally do when i bo liao " then to starbucks sit down relax talk cock before going home .::

.:edward blogged on 12:35 AM:.
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::Here i am scratching my head thinking how to move the Trojan Horse backdoor ...scan my computer already all file that are infected by trojan horse has been remove but why the backdoor has not remove
Shank !!!! Help !!!!! SOS !!!!!::

.:edward blogged on 1:36 AM:.
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::April 19 12.37 am

now i am thinking of my ex now i hope she will wake up she been in coma since the accident i really hope she will wake up i can do anything for her even shorten my life or died immediatey as long as she wake up i can do anything .....Maybe i will be going to Australia this coming holiday to visit her see how my schedule first ....

Yesterday which is Sunday went to visit one of my dearest person in my life in this Lim Choa Kang(if i nt wrong coz that place very ulu) cementry alone...people who know me should knw who i'm visiting . Forgotten that Ching Ming Festival is over .I hope he don't mind . Went there around 1pm bought his favourite food .Stay there until 4+ had a chat with him ..Tell him all my problems..Tears started to roll down my cheek and finally broke down now my eye still abit swollen i really hope he is still alive and stand by me,care for me .

Sat ...

din do anything much went to Funan with friend to buy mouse saw this Sony DVD rewriter damn stylo cost around $400+ if i got money i sure buy it .Went to Selegie have a coffee with my other friend whom i haven seen her for a long time she say i look like another different person not the one she use to knw b4 who is cheerful ,carefree.She ask me what happen . Actually i don wana tell her but in the end told her what happen school problem ,family problem ,friends problems . She keep asking me to relax but how am i going to relax when tons and tons of problem weighting on me .

Fri

Went to have some curry with some of the T13 ppl don knw where the place but it near botanic garden the curry was okie to me but alot of them eat until face red . Went to town later do some window shopping . Saw this Zippo which is damn nice lor ....Love at First Sight the salesgirl told me it arrival today and is limited edition .. cost around 30+ but too bad i don have enough money now next month wait until i got my money i will buy it....Wait for me ah
Went to Sparks after that the music was damn sux compared to before . Maybe it becoz they emerge with Canto that why become like that stone down there around 2+ went for supper at Swensen call a ClayFish Pasta not bad ah the food ......

Sorry for the long walk !!!!!Sorry
oh ya...HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYING !!!!!::

.:edward blogged on 12:35 AM:.
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::here i am in BIS lecture ...damn boring and sleepy sia
Yesterday class end at 11 go eat lunch at canteen after that go home sleep from around 1pm to 7 pm haha...damn tired manx then online for a while before go sleep again haha....::

.:edward blogged on 9:41 AM:.
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::walau eh ...so many nice shows this coming holiday like white chicks, 13 going 30 ,dawn of the dead ,50 first dates ,van helsing etc......going to spend my holiday with movies haha...
today nothing better to do so watch all the coming movie trailers...walan eh so many nice show sia..haha....

Song of the day : Somewhere Only We Know by Keane

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
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.:edward blogged on 1:21 AM:.
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::I have already sign up for intelligent specialise le ......i really hope i can go in if approve no matter what i have to quit school . even if don't approve i also thinking of quitting school i don wana continue my diploma either in poly or private .i know i have wastle alot time le ...and i am nw old le i don wana wastle anymore time ....

As expected in class...din really talk much to the guys basically don have until OS lesson where we got CA came and bootlick me and and copy my stuff!!!

My gastric is more and more terrible......is like the pain gonna torn my stomach ::

.:edward blogged on 11:29 PM:.

::hey XR don think of quitting school ........i should be the one who quit alrite not you .......have you ever think or not if u quit how bout aisha i tell you they sure come and pester her one ........and who will help her in her study u are the one who can help her in the study ok !!!!!not me and don't because of those Moroons you quit school ....not worth it !!!!!!!!!! you are not me ........beside school problem i still got fucking alot problems waiting for me outside okie.....i have fucking no choice but force to think of quitting school......honestly i tell you i alrdy submitted my quitting school form le and talk to the director le now i just waiting for them to approve
Beside school problem what problem u still have huh !!!!!!! i got family , work problem and many more okie......i am sure u don have family problem by now u sld knw what happen to my family ......my mum though i am a jinx and i been suffering for 20 years you knw or not i sldn't tell you my family problem ......but to let u knw how i suffer this 20 years if i were you i don't think i will be in this world
DOn't becoz of 1 problem which i believe every student facing u quit school okie..................................................................................

1T13 U ALL SUX !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!::

.:edward blogged on 1:27 AM:.
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::I TELL YOU THE ONE LAST TIME !!!!!!!!I SAY I WILL HELP YOU MEAN I WILL HELP OKIE...I GOT PLAN ON WHAT TO DO OKIE.....ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS JUZ SHUT UP OKIE........::

.:edward blogged on 9:55 PM:.
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::Sorry to those people been offended by my previous entry i'm sorry but i just can't take it anymore le...... yesterday went to chijmes warch soccer reserve 2 tables i though only around 10 people come but didn't expect around 15 people come then no table coz the whole cafe full house so no choice have to squeeze . Peter (the waiter i knw) say he will give us discount but then his boss don't let so he give me 1 whole stack of lucky draw coupons first prize 6days 5nights tour to portugal and to watch euro2004 grand final woah !!!!!!and he promise to give us discount next time we go which is maybe next sat.eh jase if i win ah see you in portugal haha....had my dinner at chijmes claypot mutton walan eh...the claypot damn big sia can't finish sia so share with irwan . After soccer went to town had a chat in coffee bean .We laugh until like hell becoz of wan and his cheese cake hahahahahahahahahahaha.............................
if everyday we can like that that will be good...but don think it possible anymore le .
haiz...have to retake A maths recoursework but it won't make a different if i don take anyway i sure fail one and prepare to face the sack ....nvm i alrdy prepare for it le

ya...i admit my class is falling apart and also some people don like me talk bad things about me....as i say in my entry before i don mind if u all treat me like they way u all treat desmond or michelle i really don mind if u all treat me as the no1. enemy i really don mind . Jase was talking bout going cruise during june holiday or going malaysia shoppping and eat .don think we can fulfill either 1 of them le .Hoestly i really don wan my class to fall apart if i am the cause of it or what i promise u all i will disappear immediately. anyway i also don feel like schooling anymore le....

i really wish that i am now in cambodia living a simple and happy life ::

.:edward blogged on 4:44 PM:.
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::i really wana quit school liao ah ....i can't take up the stress anymore especially facing some of the guys in my class teach them don wana listen then say we never teach them i really fucking fed up ...u all can joke laugh happily and loudly how bout me and my the other friend we nearly broke down at home u all know or not .......U GUYS SUX !!!!!!!!!!got problem come bootlick us then after that fuck us off !!!!!!!!!!!! and 1 more thing when i concentrate on solving something pls......i don wana any disturbance okie......don blame me if i show any attitude to you all on monday and also don be surprise if u all can't see us the next sem ::

.:edward blogged on 1:44 PM:.
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::[name] sze wei aka edward stanley tay
[location] singapore

[birthday] 16 Sept 1984

[sign] virgo

[eye color] black

[hair] black quite long hair

[school colours] any colour

[mascot] none

[clothing style] casual

[pets] a flower horn,turtle


FAVORITES

[movie] LOTR ,last samurai and alot more

[tv show] fear factor,Ripley's believe it or not and many more

[color crayon] alot

[kind of pens] pilot, Kilmetrico

[flowers] tulips

[juice flavor] watermelon, apple & orange

[cereal] none

[candy] anything

[pie flavor] anything

[ice cream flavor] anything

[skittle flavor] anything

[color m & m] as long as it's the crispy one

[pizza topping] pepperoni

[salad dressing] no thanx

[drink (non-alcoholic)] milo, mocha

[drink (alcoholic)] tequila-7,black russian

[hangout] probably the most often is city coz i work there and town coz live near there

[saying] hey manx,ya manx

[quote] none

[teacher] Mrs Megan Campbell ( TSS Class 5N2 2001)

[day] Friday

[month] sept

[season] summer

[number] 02

[holiday] Christmas

[shoes] any shoe that make it comfortable

[makeup] i'm man nt gay

[perfume] -

[store (in the mall)] HMV

[store (not in the mall)] mama shop

[fast food place]KFC,use to like A&W but nw it's gone:(

[restuarants] swenson,sakae sushi

[cars] any cars that is fast and cool

[rugrats character] none

[daria character] ??

[simpsons character] Bart simpsons

[teletubby] don't watch

[fair ride] roller coaster

[radio station] perfect 10

[font] verdana,uranium(did i spell correctly)

[color of floppy disk] thumb drive now lah nw where got people us floppy disk

[person to talk to online] nobody not really in a mood to talk if i talk noone listen so mightself shut up

[thing to do in the daytime] slack stone and slack and stone

[thing to do at night] sleep and talk on fone and playing games and alot more as long as can get ride of my bored

[thing to do in the summer] bbq

[thing to do in the fall] eh.. no autumn here

[thing to do in the spring] eh...no spring here

[picture] no pictures

[bands] no paticular one..

[subject] i think Operating System cause that subject i quite understand

[food] seafood pasta, chilli crabs and the all seafood with shell 1

[color] black, white ,blue


THi5 0R TH4T

[boxers or briefs?] both

[salt or pepper?] pepper! :)

[rare, medium, or welldone?] mediu,

[m & m's-regular, peanut, peanut-butter, or almond?] any

[hershey's-hugs or kisses] both

[chocolate or vanilla?] both

[bleh or blah?] blah

[okay, ok, or o.k.?] okay

[sex, drugs, or rocknroll?] sex.. maybe in later year,but drug as in escatasy ya...but that was long time ago was been force to

[shake or stir?] shake

[gray or grey?] gray

[pens, crayons, pastels, or colored pencils?] pencils

[bright colors or dark colors?] both

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.:edward blogged on 1:19 AM:.

::Savage Garden - Crash and Burn

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump i'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump i'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breathe again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

my favourite song at the moment haha...

yay finally finish the evp assignment lor...haha

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.:edward blogged on 1:06 AM:.
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::walan eh....i though i finish my evp assignment but i was so wrong i still got 2 parts to do arrrggggg.................................................................................................................
then also i though i have recover from my leg injure but i was so wrong again .............................when i walk up and down the staircase still pain haiz...............::

.:edward blogged on 12:27 AM:.
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::yesterday :
was in school doing evp ..then went to chijmes to watch soccer and also see that vietnanmese girl haha......then stay there until around 11+ before send chris ,sengkee and jase home .....after that went to esplanade park to have a walk, sit there,feel the sea breeze and close my eye thinking of all the problems i'm facing ...how am i going to solve it .
today :
basically doing nothing slack a thome until 10.30pm before fetching my friend went to lau pat sat tio have dinner before heading home. that my day for today

Thanks to joey for "scolding" me if not i think i will still continue to be like that just give me more time i will become what i am before

Thanks to my cousin jennifer for everything haha... ::

.:edward blogged on 12:42 AM:.
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::A maths was boring as usual until i buay tahan go down stair to find my friends chat abit before going back to class then realise left half an hour more mightself don go better then went to do project at library.when i was going home that time the lift was not working i mean the lift can't go up lah why beocz the door is not close tightly and some stupid uncles kick the lift door ..u think u kick can work isit.....so i alone push the lift door together and the lift work then the uncle praising me eh come on lah use ur brain can or not......reach home around 7.15 have a quick dinner and a quick bath rush down to somerset to meet chiang wei at 8.15pm.....hey i got new ah moh friend his name is James from Wales a nice and friendly guy and also meet his friends Michelle,adeline,ryan,francis and alot more...then watch passion of christ together at cineleisure since we got free tickets .walan eh...the theatre seem like full of christians manx !!!!!!The show not bad lah but too bad i sleep at the begining of the show but luckily manage to catch center and the last part the most exciting part ...walau eh......when the guards or who whip Jesus can see the flesh come out and also nailing Jesus to the cross can see the blood flowing out ...walan eh .......After the show had a chat with the Ah mohs....exchange number and here i am ::

.:edward blogged on 1:09 AM:.

::A maths was boring as usual until i buay tahan go down stair to find my friends chat abit before going back to class then realise left half an hour more mightself don go better still then went to do project .when i was going home that time the lift was not working i mean the lift can't go up lah why beocz the door is not close tightly and some stupid uncles kick the lift door ..u think u kick can work isit.....so i alone push the lift door together and the lift work then the uncle praising me eh come on lah use ur brain can or not......reach home around 7.15 have a quick dinner and a quick bath rush down to somerset to meet chiang wei at 8.15pm.....hey i got new ah moh friend his name is James from Wales a nice and friendly guy and also meet his friends Michelle,adeline,ryan,francis and alot more...then watch passion of christ together at cineleisure since we got free tickets .walan eh...the theatre seem like full of christians manx !!!!!!The show not bad lah but too bad i sleep at the begining of the show but luckily manage to catch center and the last part the most exciting part ...walau eh......when the guards or who whip Jesus can see the flesh come out and also nailing Jesus to the cross can see the blood flowing out ...walan eh .......After the show had a chat with the Ah mohs....exchange number and here i am ::

.:edward blogged on 1:09 AM:.
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